I wanted to share this issue..and see what do you all think about it? It is about love..am so sorry if this gonna make some sick to read it..I mean people might say,"of all things,LOVE??"..but hey, wonder if we ever gone thru this..
It has got something to do with the missing crib..and a close friend of mine...You see..he read about the article...and he told me that it's touching..well, I,too felt sad abt the article..then he told me..it reminded him of someone whom he loved (I can't remember if its his first love or sumthing)..whom died 15years ago..I was like, ok.then he said..he told the current gf,abt it and said..she (the current gf) is not his missing crib but the missing crib was the one whom died 15 yrs ago.. when I heard that, I was like," how can u say that to someone who's currently with you?" but I juz keep quiet and listen on to his speech..furthermore he told the gf that..how much he regretted not to have been there for the dead girl...when she needed her most..i think she died of some sickness..*bad memory*..so i told her, boy that'll really hurt yur current gf..but he said,"I know it's gonna hurt but I'm telling the truth"..well, in that case, I can't say much, he's correct in that sensse..*shrugs* but actualli i can feel the hurt his gf could've felt when he told that.. i listened on to his problem...
but then..i started to put myself in his gf's shoes..how she could've felt and taken such news..hurt..maybe more than that..but if me..i not only felt hurt but humiliated or maybe disgusted..*i can't find the right word to describe coz it's nt me* hurt because it's as if i'm unwanted..disgusted as if he's comparing with someone who's dead..humiliated as if a stupid lady being with a guy who still yearns for someone who's gone 15yrs ago..but all I can advice to my fren is, juz like what the story says..i quoted it..and told him," if she isn't ur missing crib, then let her go..no use being together when ur mind is somewhere else..it is not fair," ..his response was," but i love her..it's juz that i can't forget the previous one who died..until now.." ..*rolls eyes* can u pls get a real life? thinking of someone whose dead will do no good...what happened in the past have its reasons..maybe i should have told him..to appreciate what he has...now..before it's gone too,for good..I wish all the best to that gal..for being able to take the hurt he has caused her for such confessions..*sigh* if you were in that situation, what would u have done? I can't imagine it myself.. but what I believe is, whateva has passed, no use remembering it if it's gonna jeopardise what you are holding on to now..whateva from past, has gone...ended..but what you have now...keep and guard it with care..so as not to repeat the same thing to happen again..
aniway..I am slacking since juz now..doing report and emailling those who wanted the mail about ur signs...tomorrow i had made an appoinment for urut...hope it helps my aching body..can't wait to see wreck..will give her a hug..cik sarah..welkam beck..i really miss u..*smiles* will chat with u later at night if I am back early ok? oh btw, i tink i will get a comment box somweh here...soon.. :)
