Exhausted..Drained Out..Mental Block..Whut Else???

I'm so exhausted right now..eyes half open..body aching..I nid a massage! If only he's here..I'd have a good massage..*flashback* Was loitering around Tampines Mall..to browse over Fancl House there..see what's in store..so far didn't splurge anything yet..that's a good sign..was actually looking for this necklace with a butterfly pendant..some sort like coloured crystal butterfly...I saw my small cuzzie,Baidah,wearing it..and when I was out with Esra..I saw a lady with it..much nicer..now where in Singapore can I get it? Any clues,frenz? On the way to interchange..there's this SonyEricsson booth..somewhere along the CNY bazaar at the interchange..seen the T610,T630 & Z600..all are sold without line connections...the T630 somehow was an eye-catching one for me..price is similar to Z600 - $700++...I want a new phone but..I can't get the one that I want..*sigh* will there ever be 'raining money'...who knows one day I might've knocked into some bag with lotsa cash...well yeah..in my dreams.. =P

By the way..I did have a look over the Levarii rings...they sold it as pairs..ranging from $850..they do sell single ones too..it's in white gold but I guess guys can't wear white gold...and I heard platinum too...*wonders* never mind..time's passing very fast..already in our second week of January..I juz volunteered for an Open House event this coming February..not too sure when I'll be posted to but it's gonna be 12 - 14 February 2004..most of my friends tried to avoid being posted on 14th though..well..it's V-day aniway..CNY coming soon..no plans..nuhting..some of my frenz are going for a short holiday...to JB or anywhere near..I was thinking of going to Sentosa..well..see if anybody wanna tag me along..I mean I wanted to sit somewhere quiet & peaceful..and talk beautiful things..positive things..I nid therapy..gonna go berserk soon seing at the rate the work pile is on me..*sigh* Ok..I can't drag animore..eyes painful now..sleep I must..tomorrow shall start out late..missing my Anduril..suaramu..penawar rinduku..

Prayers Tonite:
"Dear Almighty One, give me strength to face difficulties in life..help me to control my anger & emotions..keep me within Your Path..Bless my love for him..bless us..bless our lives together..Amin.."