Slack..TGIF~~~

Thank God it's Friday!! A day that'll past before weekends coming up..no plans..maybe at home..researching through my work..got an SMS from Zemin..that our TOR will be sent back for changes and to be re-submitted this Monday..darn..there goes my weekends..I'll see what I can do..If possible I hate to come back during weekends..*sigh* still unwell with the coughs and yesterday nite..my temperature rose to I dunno how many degrees..definitely didn't have a good nite sleep..kept on SMS-ing till late morning..

Had a MSN chat with a fellow fren..about her fiancee..I mean was asking again how they met..how she met his parents & stuffs..I mean she got to mit his parents 1mth after they got to know each other..kinda fast..but that shows the confidence they had over each other..*sigh* aniway I am waiting patiently for my cuzzie to get hold of the wedding card this coming month..it's a Saturday event..seems like nowadays weddings are held on Saturdays too..seems like I might have to attend the wedding alone..I never did attend weddings alone without a partner..it's ok..maybe I should start making myself accustom to being alone at times..though in reality I totally hate it..currently listening to Kci & Jojo's All My Life song..it really hums in my head da lyrics of it..

thought of planning with Esra to go Robinson's sale tmorrow at Expo in the morning...Wati wanted to follow too if time permits..but I remembered a reminder being told to me to watch my spending..decided not too.."Saya ingat,tuan!" *giggles* I did change some of my wishlists...maybe previously I wished too much..will be much happier if I have a blessed love..I wanted to hope for something beyond but much afraid that'll be only me whose hoping for such things..I mean once when we are hoping for something and it didn't come true..the pain and anger is unbearable,right? So all I can do is pray silently to HIM..about my hopes..only HE knows what I have in my heart..I've made my choice and I am sticking to it..for the moment..I juz have to redha with whatever difficulties I am facing..it might be a test over me..and I gladly take it with an open mind..though at times I do cry silently when I'm hurt..but that's normal for ladies to cry at times...that's all I have to say..my mind's wandering..good day..enjoy your weekends peepz..

Juz for you this song on the site...the lyrics as below..:
Kau Tak Pernah Jauh
Di mana pun ku berdiri
Kau kan tetap kuingati
Kau selalu dekat dalam hati ini

Dan tak pernah sehari pun
Hari-hari yang berlalu
Tanpa aku merindu mu kekasihku

Saat kita berjauhan
Jangan ada rasa bimbang
Kerna cinta menyatukan perasaan

Tak mengira detik waktu
Ingin kulafaz selalu
Aku cinta kepadamu

Walau seribu liku di depanku
Akan tetap aku tempuh
Dalam hatiku kau tak pernah jauh

Walaupun terpaksa ku menunggu
Tanpa jemu dan selalu
Sentiasa dekat di hatiku...

Kau membuat hidup ini
Semakin lebih bererti
Kau miliki kelebihan tersendiri

Tak mengira detik waktu
Ingin kulafaz selalu
Aku cinta kepadamu
Kekasih... kepadamu... kekasih