I dun usually check my Friendster account..only when an email tells me somebody's trying to add or give me testimonial..so yesterday's morning, I had this message coming from Reaz..when I saw that name..I remembered who he was, my so-called close friend and a secret crush...it's not a secret coz the whole class somehow knew about it..coz I'd be willing to do his work and stuffs juz to see him smile..*giggles* those were the days, so I added him and we talked on MSN..sent over some pictures of ours..we didn't part after our O levels, during our 3rd yr in high school (NBSS)..we're classmates and I'm da nerd one..yea Reaz, you called me a nerd and remembered me as one...how we got as a clique was due to me trying to know you,my crush,more..so Reaz,Arlene,Katt,Thavam & Me,we're the clique..yea u peeps are the rebellious ones and of coz pple were wondering what a timid girl doing with you..hehe did u peepz noe juz to get his attention I follow the grp wherever they go? Skipped assembly and when the guys' gang (thavam's Indian and Reaz an Indian Muslim)...had a fight with other Indies..the ladies would keep their stuffs and meet up at LJS..if it took more than 2hrs, we'll go home and come to school to handover their stuffs back..ehhe so, I'll be the one keeping Reaz's things..*winks* Soon after, Reaz was transffered to Yishun Sec by his dad, who didn't want him go deeper into all these gangs things..but hey, that's where we lost him..and lost contact of him..so yesterday I told him thought he didn't like me coz Arlene did tell me that Reaz said so..eheh so finally yesterday...after so many years, Reaz told me, he did like me but he juz think I was a nerd...so timid and quiet among the whole class..*giggles* yea yea..now u've seen that I've grown up,rite Reaz..eheh..Now he's doing his father's business and taking private Dip in Biz..good for him..he's been thru lotsa shits..whatever we talked..from MSN to a phonecall..hehe he insisted after all these years, it's been a good thing.."Dun wori, last time I left all my friends, now that I'm back, I won't leave you all anymore"...that's a nice thing to hear..so I told him, we've got Thavam back, and I've got Katt, we nid to get the rest..and he didn't know about Su's marriage and that I kept in touch with her...Both of us planned to get all out classmates of 4E5 back to get a reunion..he told me he'd get a reunion up for his birthday in June..but hey I told him, y not make it on my birthday, this year's a meaningful one for me! So he said, ok, your birthday this year will be on me, with all our friends back..Reaz told me he's a changed man..a matured one..and from his speech and thoughts, I believe he is..to Reaz, you'll always be my close friend forever..so is the rest..I thank Allah that we met..after so long..*sobs* coz I miss you guys,only you guys knows who I am..and we're like a big family, lost and found..looking forward for my birthday in 2 months time??
Hey..it's da longest entry I suppose? Still having SINUS..Yesterday I slept late,watched Channel 8's ghost movie..a sad one..about a sacrificed love..it tears me up...and I remembered somebody..the arwahnya..who died..no doubt I hated him but who wouldn't be sad if someone u used to love suddenly died,rite? Those were the past..now I've to look into the future..what Reaz told me is rite, the people who hurt me and choose to live without me, they are LOSERS..coz I'll be getting someone better in life..he even said later when I'm in the ARMY...there'll definitely be more guys out there..ya rite..I'm not interesed at all..I've closed my heart and bound it up for someone that I'm hoping till now...ok..that's all..I cooked Ayam Belado for today's menu and will be doing my cover letter & resume later..take care peepz..I'll go to Friendster and see if I can get more of my friends back in action..toodles.. eh if anyone of u wanna add me to friendster..do add me at nooranissa@yahoo.com.sg ok? :) *muaks*
Love..Life..Very Special..
