I hardly had enuff time to do revision partly due to myself having bad pains & stuffs..now early in the morning, I've got to help mom with cooking..didn't tell her I've got my D-Day tomorrow & 18th Feb..how's yesterday? It's fun..got myself a pair of blue roses (lucky its available coz you noe it's V-Day)..went to Kak Kasma's home coz she invited me to eat Siput Sedut..hehe..feel so loved coz only me was invited out of the bunch who wanted to eat it..ehehe..the small one always get special attention mah.. so there I was, had siput sedut,kerupuk belinjau,sambal belachan & telur asin..and guess what? I still can't get it rite to such that siput out..it tires me..I mean she can suck it so fast and I am still struggling with mine..*sigh* tiring but fun lah..and her siput sedut's soup is spicy so my lips went red and sore..ehhehe..
then we had dessert, pengat pisang but I told her juz gimme da soup without the pisang coz I dun like bananas..almost 5pm then I left her place after so much of discussing and sharing problems..I've learnt something out of her..something that's useful when I'm married..that is communication between two individuals is important, not to keep what you feel inside, juz let it known to your partner, no matter how silly,stupid or horrid your feelings is towards some things...coz if you don't..let it kept inside..it's gonna eat you up and then..divorce is the answer..that is why I have never want to keep my feelings away,if sad, I show it, I cry it out..I love to talk about it..but..there's somethings also another guy fren of mine told me..he's engaged and gonna get married soon. congrats to him. he told me that..sometimes one must know how to prioritze what you've got to tell n not to tell your partner.. some things that you think might mendatangkan mudarat kalau diberitahu, like scared if there's misunderstandings or stuffs, dun let it known to your partner.keep it away..coz if you do, it's gonna be a different story..so, likewise, if I think there's something that I believe he SHOULD know, I'll let it be known but if some things that I think, will bring any misunderstandings dan sewaktu dengannya, I'll juz keep it within myself, if he ever knows it, I'll explain it..simple..I dun want any misunderstandings...I hate arguments..and I hate to see him angry with me..that is..
I've got my siput sedut crave outta my mind..now it's tahu telor from Hjh Maimunah...hmm..maybe I should go there when my D-Days are over..my cuzzie bro, came by yesterday to see my parents..goodness, the only question he can ask me is, "Eh nissa, what happen till you put on SO MUCH weight?" I was eating a plate of fried eggs and smile and munch on them..I dun care..ehehe..I used to be 43kg..waistline 24-25.. imagine how small and frail I was? then..my granny kept complaining to eat more but I juz can't have more in my stomach..but as I grow up..as I gain more stress, I resorted to food..and now, almost 4years, I jumped from 43kg to 55kg..big difference rite? but somehow I am much happier this way coz when I was slimmer, I looked like malnourished..so thin and I hate it..ehehhe..tiup angin pun leh terasa melayang tau,no joke! but now I'm cutting down not to be slim but to be a bit lighter before my BMT..otherwise how to get the best cadet award rite? hehe big dreams but my big ass not moving outta this chair..LOL..toodles..gotta go and cook now..byeee
