*sigh* Started day busy...with me thinking hard..I can't give up hope..I can't turn back from where I begin..I have to carry on what I have..I can't make others accept what I want them to..they are entitled to their own views so I dun wanna waste my time straightening things out..initiative is the main thing..ask..enquire..any other words to be used? I was over at MTV Asia site and saw this song by Gareth Gates..it's nice..nothing speacial but it juz soothing to my mind..I have friends with me..who understands me..what I feel and want..maybe some people juz want themselves to be understood but never did try to understand others..selfish? I don't know..up to them..and doesn't mean friends that leave me or left by me means I've got a problem somewhere..it's all a matter of choices..all of us have choices who we choose to be with..comfy is the best thing..no point having friends juz placing a mask over for a few hours and remove it after a show..If I dun like, I'd withdraw myself..either they realize it or not..simple..
Today I sweat like hell..I focused on the anger that I had..looked infront and jogged..I pushed myself to the limit..I think I ran the track 3rounds? I can't remember..then I head to the gym..I pulled the "row-your-boat" thing..hard enuff..imagining it's someone's neck I'm pulling..maybe what Eddy said last time was true..the faster you ran..the better you feel..and I did..I burnt some calories and Alhamdulillah..a lil much better..Nites..to U..your wish is my command..*smiles* Happy? Bet you are..
