confusion always occur...anywhere and anytime..i am confused..scared and worried..confused about certain stuffs in life..why it happens this way and that..scared of my assignment now in any case i might not deliver what is expected..and worried about myself..my life...my everything..everybody in this world..have their own destiny pre-destined by Allah..at times people blames certain stuffs that happens in life as destined by Allah.It might be but does anybody actually ever thought..never to blame takdir kerana adakalanya kita sendiri yang merubah takdir itu..kita sendiri yang mereka takdir untuk terjadi sedemikian rupa..
dan lahir pula pada jodoh..aku keliru apabila beberapa insan ku kenali..mengatakan ," percayakah kau pada jodoh,kalau ada jodoh diantara kita,adalah". Jodoh pertemuan itu sudah sememangnya ditentukan..mengapa kita ditemukan dengan si polan dan berakhir separuh jalan juga telah dirancangkan..kadangkala tanpa kita menyedari..tetapi sekiranya pertemuan itu membuahkan kebencian dan sebagainya hingga terputus...maka kekeliruan lahir disini..adakah perpisahan itu ketentuan Tuhan atau silapnya terletak pada manusia sendiri?? pada pandanganku..manusia sendiri yang memainkan peranan penting dalam menjamin keutuhan sesebuah perhubungan, baik antara sahabat,saudara-mara,keluarga atau sesiapa sahaja yang berkawan dan mengenal kita. Its like..we have been pre-destined to meet up and know people and thus create a human network..but in order to maintain the stability and strength of the network,it depends on the people within it..akan tetapi..ada pula manusia yang mengatakan..perpisahan atau terputusnya tali persaudaraan itu ditentukan oleh Yang Maha Kuasa.. jadi mana satu yang benar? terpulang pada anda untuk berfikir..yang pasti..aku yakin..it is ourselves that play a part and is responsible for whateva consequences that might occur in our lives..we can't juz blame God for any mishaps or misfortune and praise Him upon success and happiness..for now..I thank God..for He made me sad...made me go thru good and bad times...and made me knew people that made a difference in my lives...I might not know what will happen to me tomorrow or the next moment but one thing's for sure..I know..that whateva I have right now, be it frenz,family,loved ones..i shall treasure them for as long as I live..coz I will never know when they will be gone..I might be difficult with these people but at heart..they are precious to me...as precious my own life is..okies..my stomach is rumbling...i wanna go lunch with my colleague...
