Thnks for the concern my frenz..went to see my family doctor this morning, i dun realli trust polyclinic's docs coz i dun get well easily with them..cheap medics..ehhe..seems like I am having bad SINUS..whereby I nid to take allergy pills and nasal spray on monthly basis...if still not well, i will nid to go and see a nose specialist...I'm hungry now and can smell the rendang and ayam masak merah cooking from the kitchen..I shall keep watch on that..
I will soon pack my bag with clothes..tomorrow is the BBQ cum Picnic @ ECP..I shall get it done over with and after that I will be spending time more on my own..it's all planned up..I told kak Nor that this outing will be the last one afterwhich you can only find me online. She kept on asking me why I wanted to do that, is there anything wrong that she did to me and stuffs..kept on asking me to come and join for the coming Iftar plans..I'm sorry, all the while I came out of my home comfort to mix around with people, I find them more dangerous than the computer virus that stuck on computers nowadays. Humans are deadly.You can't tell whose your enemy,who's your friend and who's both. Even your loved ones can be a pain in the neck without u expecting it. I guess I shall come back to where I crawl.Like the me 8yrs back.Happily with my computer,Internet and cyber friends solely.No meet-ups,no nothing. Saves time,saves anybody from being hurt by each other. I am happy with what I have now,with the friends that I can really say they are my friends and understand and respect my beliefs.
Exactly one more month before I can totally sit down peacefully in front of my lappy..I nid to think how to start saving for my future..people are getting retrenched..those with life savings are not even spared of the economic downturn..money can be depleted easily even if you had saved it for almost all your life..in this world,money matters. I have to really look into what's important and what can be discarded off my wanted lists. So far I have cut down on shopping for clothes,shoes. I shall cut down on my food intake too especially outside food that can actually tempt me and it pains when I refrain from consumin them..what to do..I have to stop eating too much..Hari Raya will come in November..I won't be out like the years before ever since I was 16.The meaning of Hari Raya to me is to celebrate triumph over the success of fasting for the month of Ramadhan and visit the elders in the family in which I believe minimum is the first day of Syawal or max to third day of Syawal,afterwhich I shall stay with my grandma to help entertain relatives that visits her. I won't go out much coz I believe I have grown up, as long I have met the elders,those close to me, it is enough. Being with my granny is everything. Hey, I kinda peeked into somebody's paper yesterday or before that the price of HDB flats for rental is being revised. Wonder if its applicable to married ones or singles for a certain age limit..hmm..not buying or renting a house but juz thinking about what should I do for my future, to buy a house or what? who knows my mum might pass over my current 5-room flat to me? In which I have to continue paying the installments lah..I shall stop here then..take care peepz and I promise to come back soon with pictures of the outing..have a great weekend..
