Its so relaxed when you have accomplished what's been given to you and managed to get it done and over with..time now is 10:24AM..and I have 30 mins or so till my liasion officer pass by for a visit..and I hope he brings great news for all of us..I felt caged here..dunno why..I miss TP..if only i can kiss the grounds of ITAS..i culd have done so..I miss the canteen...I miss the lecturers (especially those who are my favs) and I miss the student environment..somehow I began to think..how come I hate to be in the office?? I'd rather be in the field, doing something much more exciting than sitting in a cold room, like a dead chicken or turkey being preserved and released when needed..
I pity Kash,for she had to keep on handling the Blink project by herself, but Danny do help occasionally..this Blink organisation should really review their manner of handling promotions and stuffs..disorganized and love to chuck things back to us,as if we have nothing better to do...almost 3weeks since we started the Blink project, and still its not over yet..lotsa follow-ups..I told Kash to ask Danny if he still nids ma help, coz I'd rather help them then to sit and code..I am exhausted..programming does tire me and makes me angry..I had my chocolate digestives and BBQ potato chips this morning..tat'll stop my stomach from rambling at the moment..oh aniway my flu has not subsided..been swallowing the panadol flu tabs...situation not so bad,improving but at a slow stage..
Again yesterday I thought I managed to stay up and chat with Sham on ICQ but too bad, I became exhausted..I dunno why each time I tried to stay up and wait, I became sleepy..maybe takde jodoh nak jumpa online,kot? Nevermind, if we're fated to meet up & chat, time will make way for us..I have yet to ask Mama what time she will be going for Malacca tomorrow and when and what time will she be back..Saturday nite,I am attending a wedding dinner after which my frenz..wanted me to join their family for a nite tour and eating or shall I say picnicking at nite by the beach of Changi..near the Cargo Complex..well, they have their Merz car wit them..I decided not to go but kak Nor kept on pestering me..begging me to go..saying she had bought the necessities to cook for that nite tour and she felt so bored if i dun come along..looking at this..i felt soft..and decided to relent..haizz...when can i ever be hard-hearted???
i have this urge to go to JB..with whu else but eheheh..sham..juz wanna go ard walk2 and see something new..but hell seems like my schedule is tight..goodness gracious...we'll see how..maybe if i can't make it this week, the following week maybe? that is, if his off day is on weekends again..i am always looking forward to him working in the morning shift..y? coz i get to go back & forth to work with him...i also dunno why i am looking forward to dat..is it bcoz i miss n love him? i must curb this funny feeling inside me..it pains to do dat but i must..i dun wanna feel hurt again..percayakah kita pada takdir? i do believe in it dan kalau takdir menentukan sesebuah pertemuan dan perpisahan..tidak mustahil takdir juga akan menemukan insan yang benar2 menyayangi dengan sepenuh hati menjadi satu...i leave it to Allah..its true..at times seeing what's going on around us..there are people who love each other..for years being together and then at the end, they realised that it's better to remain as close frens n got married to different individuals whom they knew much more shorter then the long relationships they had before...itu dinamakan jodoh coz at times..people are juz best left as close frens than partners in life.. *smiles*
