I was sick again..went to see the doctor early in the morning..ate medicines and rested...late afternoon i went down to Geylang with my cuzzin, Eda..suddenly..while crossing over to Onan Rd..I saw somebody who seemed familiar..alerted Eda..and both of us shrieked," FAIZAL!"...gosh..my ex...our eyes met..he smiled to Eda but..did he smile to me? I didnt noe..all i did was glance at him and looked down..I missed him..we broke up becoz of my stupidity going out with an IRC chatter by bike..Faizal had a helmet with him..if not it culd've been me with him till now..but i guess after our break up he went single..that was wat i last heard from his aunt who adored me...I made a stupid blunder..paid a price for it n regret the whole entire life..Eda told me do I want to turn back and see where he's heading to..I decided not to..between me n him are over..memries of the past..I can't hurt myself again regretting what's done..but actually i am still hoping for him to find me..at least say hi or something..*sigh* rebound is that wat they call it? *shrugs*..now i shall go and tuition my bro...exam is near for him but he barely studies..arrghh...
Yaa Allah! Berikanlah Kekuatan Kepada Ku, Untuk Menegakkan Perintah-Perintah-Mu, Dan Berilah Aku Manisnya Berdzikir Mengingat-Mu. Berilah Aku Kekuatan Untuk Menunaikan Syukur Kepada-Mu, Dengan Kemuliaan-Mu. Dan Jagalah Aku Dengan Penjagaan-Mu Dan Perlindungan-Mu,Wahai Dzat Yang Maha Melihat.
