I'm transforming..from a larvae...to pupae and hoping to complete it to a butterfly...free to move on with life..Had a nice day as I said,since it began with a smile..smile still I can when I am stress with my work..smile when I am with someone that I feared I can never see again..smile when actually deep in me its in sorrowful mode..but I smile because I guess for the first time in my life that I can remember, I have never been so in control of my emotions..I used to grump when I am busy,stressed, I used to throw tantrums,used to sit and cry and be in my own hello world mode..but I have since changed bit by bit..I decided to be a new person..a person that is so carefree...in control of herself and happy to see others happy...
Went to Bugis Seiyu and bought myself Bonia heels..I shall keep it for Raya and also for my trip to Malacca in December..Me so tired now....My mind now is thinking of how to do the project Steven wants me to..gosh..convertor dun work properly,most to most I have to start back from scratch and scrape off Kyu's work..it's ok..a tit for a tat..anything, I gain,not him.. *smiles* When I'm back,Mom & the rest went out grocery shopping after sending Dad to the clinic..I dun know watz wrong, sick I guess...watched Anugerah 2003 for a moment..too bad..Shakila was out..from my point of view, her voice is better than Uji Rashid...more power..but I guess so far the judges and viewers that voted...have no professionalism...looks were considered..now look at the ladies contestant..all skinny like sticks...harapkan muka lawa...talent tak seberapa..*rolls eyes* I hope Shakila will be taken in as the next artist..so wat if she ain't skinny but bustier? Its the voice that counts..no matter what...Suria will always say their judges are experienced and the list goes on..they can keep that remark for centuries coz not everyone will buy that remark from them..its purely stereotyped..looks,physique and stuffs..ok...eyes drooping..take care.
