I do not know how to express my feelings..this blog..is my heart cry..my outcry of my daily life..do pple have rights to tell me that my thots..my feelings are wrong to them..I am juz feeling down..Ya Allah..dugaan apakah ini bagiku...can i juz go away n disappear..m@s..can i share the same boat and float with u??
wat can i say? no words can come out from my mouth..i am in despair..heartbroken..sad..hatred..anger..all in one..so which comes first? nobody's perfect in this world..pple can say i am childish? dun u? everybody has a child in them and dey dun see their bloody mistakes unless others point to them?? i dun care..wat u wanna say..u dunno me..u read only..is dat all u can judge? now can u pple smile coz of ur judgement it causes me my unhappiness?
what human are u? who noes in future u r gonna break up another family's happiness too? dun u have ur own family to care of? i am in a state of shock..confusion..mental block..tears strollin..gosh..am i so weak..c'mon nissa..in the army nobody cries..wake up girl..but i can't..i am a lady in the end..soft at heart..sensitive..weak..i nid a man's embrace but he's gone..for good..for real...i shall bleed..bleed for eternity..no more painkillers..no more strings to sew it up or bandages to stop the bleeding..i'm torn-apart..must i sit and brood and sink n drown in the sea of despair..nope,i must swim up..keep myself afloat and alive..life must go on..i must be stronger..
If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish with ulterior motives;
be kind anyway...
If you are succesful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;
succeed anyway...
If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
be honest and frank anyway...
What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;
Build anyway...
If You find serenity and happiness;there may be jealousy;
be happy anyway...
The good you do today,people will often forget tomorrow;
do good anyway...
Give the world the best you have; and it may never be enough;
give the world the best you've got anyway...
You see, in the final analysis it is between you and God;
it was never between you and them anyway...
And I am hurt today when pple misjudge me..
I take it anyway..
Love someone as,
they are.
Respect, what
they believe in.
Care and understand
they're feelings.
Give,
just as much.
Share, as
two should.
Love like this means,
Accepting,
Each others,
Flaws and Imperfections.
No person
is perfect!
Love takes time,
with alot of work.
Together, that
Love should grow.
Ya Allah Ya Rabbi, Maafkanlah silapku pada semua kaum Muslimin dan Muslimah..Berikanlah mereka kebahagiaan yang diingini dan berikanlah aku taufiq hidayahMU..berilah aku kekuatan menjalani kehidupan harianku..Sesungguhnya..Kau Maha Mengetahui,Maha Mengampuni dan Maha Mengasihani..
