Saturday Mania...

Today's gonna be baking day for me..I shall be coming over to my aunt's home (next door to my granny home) for baking..actually it would be better if i bake at my granny's place but my granny said no coz if my other aunt who lives with her, saw me baking..she'll ask me to bake a lot for her friends,in other words, I shall be the baker of the month..ehehe..on my first list in the menu will be Kuih Makmur..a green-leaf type of delicacies popular among Malays during festive seasons..aniway my aunt called me juz now..this is the aunt who had always been supportive of what I wanna do in my life..she asked me if I am interested in this Mass Comm workshop or course..she wanted to go but she said had nobody to accompany her..well, I'm on holidayz now..kinda bored also so I told her,if she pays for it as usual,I'd be glad to go..plus Mass Comm...another subject that I like apart from IT..it's gonna be on the 28th of November that is 3days after Raya..who cares.ehehe..

I shall drag along my bro Fian to come over my aunt's place..otherwise he'll be misused to clean up the mess here..these people really need to be taught how to be civic-minded and understand other's needs..*sigh* tomorrow morning shall be spring cleaning again..I shall take the lead..coz if I dun..nothing can hardly be seen to be done..This year's festive season seems nothing to me..I dunno why..it might be the last time I can be able to enjoy the Raya but I can't even seem to enjoy it..*sigh* I guess I can only feel the excitement if I am with my beloved granny..today shall be makmur then..hopefully tomorrow shall be kuih tart...if not makmur again coz mom needed 100pcs for her supervisor who ordered it from me..and the most unfortunate thing that happened today was my wall fan..it stopped spinning for me..i dun know wats the problem! i had it cleaned...but now it stopped spinning cold air for me..i am hot now....and i scared my lappy will go berserk without cooling of the system..i nid Dad to look over the matter and see what he'll do abt it..so tat next time i can repair it on my own..i guess this fan needs a replacement,eh? its been almost four years operating on me..without any problems..suddenly i feel blue today too..listening to this song now..and it kinda touched my heart at the moment..i guess i had it posted here before but i wanna have it here again..dedicated it out to all superwomans (including moms) out there...

Karyn White - Superwoman

Early in the morning I put breakfast at your table
And make sure that your coffee has its sugar and cream
Your eggs are over easy, your toast done lightly
All that's missing is your morning kiss
That use to greet me.

Now you say the juice is sour
It used to be so sweet
And I can't help but to wonder
If you're talking 'bout me.

We don't talk the way we used to talk
It's hurting so deep
I've got my pride
I will not cry
But it's making me weak.

I'm not your Superwoman
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
As a token of love from you to me.

I fought my way through the rush hour
Trying to make it home just for you
I want to make sure that your dinner will be waiting for you
But when you get there you just tell me
You're not hungry at all
You said you'd rather read the paper
And you don't want to talk

You'd like to think I'm just crazy
When I say that you've changed
I'm convinced I know the problem
You don't love me the same
You're just going through the motions
And you're not being fair
I've got my pride
I will not cry
Still I can't help but care.

Ooh baby, look into the corners of your mind
I'll always be there for you
Through good and bad times
But I can't be that Superwoman that you want me to be
I'll give my love, oh lasting love
If you'll return love to me

I'm the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet
But you've got to realize that you've got to be sweeter to me, yeah
I need love
I need just your love