I am back from hiatus..so much things have happened..happiness,sadness all mixed up..but alhamdulillah with HIS blessings, I am here,blogging again..thanks for the taggings..wishes & stuffs..I told myself that I'd re-shuffle my life..I am doing it slowly..barely 2weeks left of holidays before the busy me starts back...that'll keep me occupied mostly..I can't say I am happy or I am sad rite now but all I can tell myself is that I had tried to be the best in my life and I am glad I made a difference somewhere along the road..I lost some friends,lost some love but I gained something that I began to treasure every moments of it..even if its only for a few minutes or seconds,meaning a lot to me...what is it? Let it be a secret between me & the Ultimate One..Only HE knows what's in my heart..
I did went to see the movie Love Actually...It is a great movie..a movie tat touched my heart..that taught me to show how I feel really deep in me,without keeping it inside..coz I may never noe if I keep it...I might loose my chance of having any love..Am I in love now? *smiles* Time will tell..I decided to be a new me..not totally new but the me that was way beyond what you people ever new since I've blogged..it's the ME that hardly any have seen..for now I guess, I am independent in managing my life..I am still coping with stress and anger management..but praise to God that I am getting better each day..thanks to the friends that have always been there for me and to U..yes U...for all the advises..I wouldn't noe if U r reading this but I guess, in my heart, I am sure you'll know how much I appreciate your concern and care over me..thank you a lot..sedikit sebanyak ia membantu saya membina hidup yang lebih bermakna dan bersemangat..a big thank you to U there.. *hugs*
I guess this weekend is SimplyHana's wedding,rite? Hope all goes well for her..wonder who's going to the wedding? I guess must be Ayu & her close frens..looking forward to see the pics..love is all around and pple are getting married..Mohsin even wished that he's getting married soon..be patient my dear friend, your time will come soon, you're engaged..so you're on your way there..and No..I'm not there yet coz..I am still waiting, you know what,rite, Sin? *winks* But I have a wish..a new year resolution..many things in my mind..all in the planning stage..career is on the way..maybe I'll settle down after 2years in my career..with who? I'm not too sure still...do I have anybody in mind? Well, even if I did..I wouldn't have known if he's ever interested to be my life partner..but I guess..if any of those close to me..are ever interested in me..guess..they should go through the proper channel..I had enuff of courtships & stuffs..it tires me when things goes dull or end one day..I began to understand the olden ways of getting to know one another..that is..lesser meet - ups, lesser talks on the phone..such ways not only taught me the meaning of RINDU but also taught me to treasure every little stuffs we ever had with each other.. *blush* flashbacks are in my head now..those were the days..*smiles*
I'm in the stage of re-vamping the blog..I've moved to MindSpeak Hosted & thanks to Mohsin @ MindSpeak for hosting me..We have one member to complete the trio gang..all these came up one day while the three of us were online discussing..Have yet to decide my new layout but one thing's for sure..it's gonna be bluish and full of love..*winks* sounds like I'm in love, eh? *giggles*
Love..Life..Very Special..
