Had 90% of my stuffs done..took me hours to pack..sitting down..thinking of what to wear,what to bring,surf online..joked with my siblings..past midnite..and I juz had my bathe..the clock's ticking..tomorrow's gonna be a busy day..I shall be waking up super early..gotta rush to buy the missing stuffs..sham called..but i thot it would be a sweet thing to hear about..seems like its a hello n bye thing..gonna miss few lots while I am overseas..didn't get to talk to my best of fren..guess it must've been a tiring day after all..well let's see..I had juz hanged my peach kebaya as seen in the pix here..yes..i'll bring that along with me to wear..next due will be my lip butter..honeydew..frm BodyShop..then it'll be my panty liners..eyebrow pencil..hair accessories..whut else..oh my..nt to forget my high heels to be packed..my camera batt charger..haizz..oh ya concealer..
sound so eager rite..bt at the same time i began to feel jiwang..felt like tho' i may be far away..but some parts of me left here in Singapore..I hope that I'll make use of the time away..to re-shuffle my life..my everything..looking around my fellow blogger's blog..i smiled..faces of those married or soon-to-be..faces of happy couples..I prayed all the best for them..may happiness remain theirs for eternity...I wish I am in love..a deep love..feeling the meaning of true love..so far the only love I have was with God..the Ultimate Love..I have a lot to learn still..so far..what I have picked up..love is full of ups n downs..sacrifice is necessary at times..for now..i juz appreciate what I have in my hands...frenz..families..foes..holding on to what I have is better than hoping for some things that I may not sure to be able to grab hold of..Insyallah..if God permits..I will blog from far..otherwise..till we meet again..my health hasn't been too well too..dun wory peepz..i've got my meds wit me..tat'll keep me going..and to my lovely dear,m@s..pls..dun depend on ur sleeping pills..its bad..mentally..be strong..if I can do it..so can U my dear...remember..whatever we have lost..its nt the end of our life..its the beginning of a stronger us,instead..look at the brighter side..thnks sis Herda for waiting me to comeback bloggin..Mohsin..I didn't get to see u online so juz to say thnks for the hosting..I'll get it up n running when I'm back.thnks to Khai for being a new soon-to-be bloggin fren..the three of us shuld set up a blogging grup,eh? to wreck..u been MIA..i hope to hear frm u once me back..pray for my safety to & fro...May the force be wit ya..smile always and love u peepz..gonna miss ya all...
Love..Life..Very Special..
