It's Monday..And I'm Blue..

Been a long time since I've had complaints about Monday Blues..well I woke up with flu now..and boy I do really hate flus..I missed Hana's online invitation to her wedding..its ok..so I went over to Jetaime's to see Hana's wedding pics and coincidentally Xircuff's bro's wedding were there too..see, I juz knew it..lotsa people are getting married.. *winks* today is judgement day for me..I nid to settle some stuffs one by one..I was told not to rush things of..to take it slowly..I got it but I hope too slow can kill too,rite? Let's be naturale in whatever we do..juz do things that we feel comfy,no need to control our actions and tell ourselves,"hey,this shouldn't be the way and lets divert"...I dun wanna loose those who I love..but I wanna cherish everything that I had with them..appreciate every little things coz I may not know when they will be gone from me..so I hope..you will know that its not as if I dun love you or anything..it's because I need you as I love you..the smile the happiness..but of coz..we must not forget HIS grace..

Loving someone because of Allah..hoping Allah's bless's upon us..is the best and sweetest thing I can ever imagine..each day I pray..I hope and I wish for..the better of my life..my love life that is..I have to excel in everything in my life..on the way to grab my dream goal..soon career..then the last stage I let God decides..love dun sux big time..it beautifies someone..it is like a plant..we nid to give proper care,water them,shower with love and give proper attention..with God's will..it will grow healthy and stronger each day..I made mistakes in the pasts..many and been through a lot..mistakes made should've lessons learnt and to this day, I hope I am stronger mentally to take any future mishaps with a clear and open mind..

Yesterday nite..I went to check my matric email account..gosh..I had an email from this junior..and my lecturer..was suppose to meet up for a project proposal..but I missed it coz firstly, I didn't check the email..secondly the date given, was wen I'm overseas..called this guy up and told him to gimme a call when to proceed with the project proposal..my mom's birthday is coming soon..it's this 23rd December 2003..not too sure what to get for her though..will go & shop around soon..I've gotta collect a log cake tmorrow @ 3pm,Olio Dome Wheelock Place..then I can go around & see what I can get for Mom..can't overspend anything coz I nid to save up some for coming semester..Wreck...where are you dear? I nid to hit the gym off..let's go together shall we? before that how about morning jogs at the hill near the mosque coz after that we can have breakfast at yur mom's shop? *giggles* wreck's mom sure do tasty nasi lemak!

Quote of da day:

You will never know true happiness
until you have truly loved,
and you will never understand
what pain really is
until you have lost it.