Blog thru my dearest fren,Lilac's...found out that she's gonna get engaged next month,Insyallah...congratulations my fren..seems like U r gonna get married first..so happy when u described the ring you chose..boleh amik berkat dari kau tak..mana tau lepas ni aku nye turn ke..*winks* Dun forget to invite me for your wedding then..*winks* Had sinus again..gosh..I am thinking hard where's da nasal spray...I am officially unwell..mentally and physically for now..somethings are disturbing my mind..gosh and looking at the calendar with only a week before semester re-opens..I am stressed out..
Yesterday I went to town with my Mom,her best friend,my bros - Fian & Syahir..went to CK Tangs to shop around..I didn't plan to get anything..but once we're over at Tang's shoes department..I can't resist all the shoes...Mom told me,"Kak, U dun wan any shoes?" It's not that I dun wan..but it's too beautiful..at last I juz choose a plain sandals to use for school..so one of my wishlist is out..*smiles* Walked around and saw Xelibri new models..cool..one thing about Xelibri's range is that they dun come with any contracts..and it's way too cool than Nokia or other handphone brands..it's the futuristic things...*drools* but I still have eyes over SE ranges..currently over Z200..cos I got a hunch it's cheaper than T610 & Z600 *sighs*..Ok..next we went over to the wallets section..Mom again bought me a dark blue Bear wallet..its cool..coz it's blue..and then I've got myself a D&G Light Blue perfume collection...gosh..it's nice but somehow I love Lolita Empicka's range and Lanvine too..I didn't know it smells similar to Gucci's but...it does make me feel sexy..*winks*
Oh, I got myself a white choc nougat..it's belgium choc bar..still in my fridge now..so sayang to eat it..I know I told myself I wanna loose weight but lately I've been indulging in all these sinful treats..I dun noe why..maybe it's my hormonal changes..or maybe..I'm happy? I guess I am..i realised adik went MIA again..now what did I do to her this time round?? I dun know..I guess I can't juz please everyone..so many things happen when I'm gonna start semester soon..I must put all these to an end..I can't jeopardize something that I've been building up all the while..No..I ain't gonna let anyone crumble it down..never..and I mean it..I hope you can be patient with me..I am going through a difficult time..I nid your hugs..your comfort..your soothing words..can I be in your arms and never let me go..can you,pretty please??
Love..it's wonderful to be in love..it's a pain when love can hurt you too..love and life are like roller coasters..goes up & down without you expecting it..what is love? Dun noe how many times i've been saying this..but i guess this time..it changes..my concept has changed about love..love is all about sincerity and devotion..it's about sharing and caring..patience plays a part too..love teaches me..now to be patience..strong..responsible and glow with happiness..thank you for the love you've given me..thank you for the patience you've had over me..thank you for all the care,concern and advices..thank you..for everything..like wat Lilac has quote from her blog,"Fate determines who comes into our lives..the heart determines who stays"..and I'm a determined one..and have determined who actually stays in my heart..you know it..and I won't bulge..I love you..much...deep within my heart..I've read this in the forum..from someone's signature...I guess it's true..in reality though... - "Biasanya Lelaki Memberikan Cinta Untuk Mendapatkan Segalanya, sedangkan Wanita Memberikan Segalanya Untuk Mendapatkan Cinta" dun u peepz agree with me?? will blog more later if there's anything more in mind..for now..I wanna go to read my Sophie Kinsella's book,"Shopaholic Abroad"..I changed ma wish lists too..