Thursday, January 15, 2004

PMS...It's Freaking Me!!

I had a hard time trying to charge the IpaQ...realised my menses came...gotta rush n get the pad...brb later n blog again...

--- Me back..so tired sleepy..blame the IpaQ! Didn't sleep well coz kept on checking if the charging's done..darn...it requires 16hrs of charging actually! now where do I get that whole lot of time?? Will get the work done..have to do minutes of the meetings we've been having..whut else? Erm..checked my weight..the last time I weigh was 55kg and now me 53kg~ thanks to cutting down on sweet stuffs..juz nid to tone up a bit..now with my period..with the cramps..I am bound to have mood swings..the power of missing someone can even anger me now..must control..bad for me to keep on frowning..somehow I know Allah is there taking care of him..insyallah..I juz SMS-ed Abby that I'm coming over tomorrow to her home..it's juz behind Yishun MRT..there's a lot to catch up with my cuzzin..and my nieces must've not recognized me when I see them tmorrow! Been almost a year I've not met them.didn't even turn up for Hari Raya..I juz hope my aunt tak kecik hati...biasa orang tua..

Once I've got hold of the invitation card,I'll juz have to pray hard that all's well...CNY coming soon..lotsa people shopping around..and I juz saw at JL having a promo of Triumph's bra collection...I have this passion for lingerie stuffs..I mean I can go on buying them..as though people can see what I'm wearing..*giggles* But now I can't buy..must curb..and curb I must..Insyallah..Esra..dun tempt me to shop,will ya? *winks* Mom's not at home,working..me all alone..in the mood to slack..nak keluar takde orang nak ajak..Esra's will be busy preparing for her engagement next week..all the best eh sis..I am sooo very much happy for you,sincerely..even if I wanna go out..I dunno where..tot of going by the beach or somewhere quiet..playing with my emotions with the quietness of nature..the stress level in me is rising soon..need to relax once a while..and I still have the 2D/1N Carlton Hotel stay voucher..dunno when to use..if not mistaken date due is by 15th February 2004..hmm..where the hell is that hotel anyway? Suddenly I have this urge of baking brownies and some delicacies this coming CNY if my plan for picnic works..it'll be great if only he can come along..so far he's not said a word..maybe he's busy with work..I dun wanna disturb much..today's Suria has got the most awaited show - Neraca Perkahwinan..I love their first episode..catch it at 9:30pm tonite! take care all...Seandainya angin bisa sampaikan salam rindu padanya..tiupkanlah kesejukkan bayu ke wajahnya..bisikkan ditelinganya.."Aku cinta padamu..sungguh.."