Went for a dental appointment regarding my braces...kinda pissed with their new package of dental treatment..where am I gonna scratch the cash that lot? Astaghfirullah...God is testing me again..I went back & told Mama about it since she's da one who promised to bear the expenses ever since I put on my braces..I've left 9months more to go before I'm free...so now I decided to go to Polyclinic's dentist rather than my private NDC..somehow I prefer NDC coz they gave me tip-top service,of coz lah I'm paying private mah...nevertheless I had always been planning to have it taken off before in the Army..now..I think it's not gonna happen..nevermind..I got so accustomed to this braces that I began to love it much..unlike last time that I used to hate and never smile at all..people change don't they? So do I..
Had a bad neck and back pains..yesterday nite I had to take the medicines I've had with me all the while..I simply refuse to consume medicines coz I dun wanna get addicted to it..somehow I had to and voila..this morning I am still drugged (felt so sleepy and weak) and slack all day long..*rolls eyes* now it's coming back the strain on my neck..I have lotsa stuffs to do..going bonkers and temperamental..but all is in control..so far..been thinking of going for a hair change...maybe hair cut coz I always do that when I'm stressed..somehow it gives me a good feeling after loosing a few locks of hair off me..mcm buang suih gitu..but another aspect..it's kinda sad to cut the hair that I've kept all along juz to preserve it before my service starts this July..hmm still considering but each time I see a hair salon..the urge to walk in and do something to it grew..any ideas,peeps??
There's this funny feeling in my heart..that's troubling me at times..I can't really xplain how's da feeling..it's juz this kind of feeling that anybody can have..sort of like you know something's gonna happen but for god's sake you dun have a slightest idea about it..hmm realli worries me..I worried too much I guess..that's wat Sham used to tell me last time..I worry to much that I start to imagine things that's not realli there..wonder where Sham is rite now..wonder if he's well...he's the best confidante I can have..who understands me...I heard that his sister's getting engaged this coming weekend..not too sure if I can ever make it coz Sham lives in JB and it's kinda far plus I am pretti tight with my schedules lately..hmm..aniway I was thinking if I should carry on with another blog about shopping..what do ya tink?? And also about having my own domain?? But if I do..what will I use the domain for? Apart from my blog..I intended to use it for the business plan I've been working on..its all about designing stuffs like wedding cards,corporate invitation events,posters,video footage n stuffs...all in the process..hmm still considering..so far I've got a few potential customers with me,mostly brides-to-be,handling their wedding card designing & video footage of their wedding..hope all goes well..of coz when I'm in the army, I'll let the other partners to handle..in the end I'm juz a consultant by then..so many things in my mind,eh? toodles..got lotsa stuffs to do..
Love..Life..Very Special..
