I knew him back in 2000, while we were doing our CAP2K - a programme organized by Young Muslim Secretariat(YMS),MUIS. I can't realli remember which organization he's sent to but mine's Mendaki. During the workshops, he caught my attention for his spontaneity & jokes & wisdom..crush? maybe...*smiles* didn't talk much until a few years of involvement with YMS, until I was in their committee in CAP2K2..till we work closely..since then till now,we've became best of friends,confiding each other in any aspects of life..though at times we do irritate each other..we became closer though..I've seen him rising and falling outta love..yet successful in his dreams of becoming somebody better than Creative CEO..I remembered he once asked me, what's his dream? I can't think of any but kinda taken aback when he wanted to buy over M1 or Virgin? Big dreams but he's on his way,Insyallah..now he's the CEO of Ameleora Solutions..I love his determination in life to succeed but not in love..he leads a sad love story..I been there for him..I knew how he feels like..though Hazrul, U didn't noe I tear each time I hear your sorrows..your pain is mine,too..Someone nice like you don't deserve to be ditched,cheated in love..the ladies that did dat to ya,are heartless,I am sadden by my own species for doing this to my dearest friend...Hazrul..if you can be tough in your career,do apply it in you love life..
He did ask how come we're close but didn't hitch up...simple,my dear..things happen for a reason..I existed in your life for some reasons we don't know or refused to find out...Allah have never let things happen without a good cause...So my existence in your life, as a friend,confidante..comrade in love matters, means a lot..we cherish each other's moments in living this life full of challenges,we reminded each other about our Islamic ways of life..I remembered clearly your adviced about me thinking of wearing hijab n performing prayers during my Army days..not any guy frens can be as nice and understanding and supportive as you..remember Hazrul dear, someday,somewhere,somehow,Allah has placed someone who deserves you more..all you nid is to be patient, and seeing things in a positive and slow manner...I appreciate your willingness in being there for me when I needed..and I hope you would remember me for what I am..when I am gone..later..*smiles* As a friend, I love you,Hazrul, and dun want you to let love matters pull you down..
Knew her from the forum dated in 2002, didn't communicate much until somewhere in middle 2003 if not mistaken..always online on MSN,sharing problems,ideas & wacky stuffs..had a few outings together and it's hilarious..nevertheless..an avid blogreader of her blog..I understand her feelings..especially about her late love,Arwah Samsi..from there I learnt how much impact a true love can bring over a person..it can even last a lifetime though the one we loved is no more on Earth..I thought such things happens in movies,dramas, but this..she is a living fact of LOVE..fate makes things turn upside down in juz a minute..and it changes a person's life totally for a lifetime..kinda scary but through..but I admire Lilac's strength in pulling through difficult times..with her feelings by herself..placing myself in her place, I wouldn't know if I can be as strong as her..
And I admire her fiancee..for being understanding over her trauma or shall I say her memories of the past..juz how many guys out there would really know what women feel inside them..especially matters of the heart..his fiancee..deserves a pat in the back..for being understanding of Lilac's downtimes when memries of Arwahnya comes back to her..given this scenario to other guys, they'd have walked away..Lilac sista, you are one lucky lady..and I admire you for that...your love for Arwahnya..is so pure..that I think..he knows how much it's worth..and I think Allah is fair for HE has met you with your fiancee now..and I am sure if not same but at least he's worthy of your love..time will never heal the wounds, yes for there is the scar..but chance is all needed..even nowadays people can heal scars so all you nid is Vitamin E ..hehehe.. I hope you don't mind me featuring you in my collections of life for I do not want to forget the you that I admire,ever in my life..you are lucky...really..
And to both Hazrul & Lilac...you will always have a special place in my heart..always..you both knew my love life too..the ups & downs..you both consoled me when I needed a shoulder to cry on..you both are what I shall say friends for eternity...I always pray for the best in your life..for Hazrul,May Allah bless you life with all the love you wished for..and for Lilac sista..May you lead a happy life ever after..and dun forget me fr your marriage later..thank you for everything..I shall take my leave..for now..
