Sunday - Meet My Granny's Day~~

Yea man, each Sunday is a specially awaited day for me...I can go out on any other days but Sunday..is usually spent with my dearest granny..What's so special about my grandma..well I call her 'Mak' - Mother..she took care of me since I'm 1 week old into this world..and I parted away from her when I'm 16, to live with my mom when I finished my high school..I didn't want to leave my granny but thinking that lifw would be difficult if I carry on to stay with her (coz she's a staunch Muslim,so you can imagine how strict rules can suffocate me)...I wouldn't even know how to go about Orchard Rd..in which I am still learning though..*giggles* Seems like a lost girl in a city at times..really..*smiles* Nevertheless, though I lived apart from her, she's always on my mind..nobody have ever nursed me as gentle and loving as her..nobody ever listens to my rantings except her..nobody understands me more than her..and most importantly, nobody love me as much as her..*sobs* I love you,MAK~~ *hugs* Nope, she dun blog *winks* and she can't speak English...except some simple ones that I thought her along the way..but language is not a problem coz when two hearts are tight with each other..we can communicate and feel without even uttering a single word..*smiles*

Why does my granny loves me alot? Coz..not even her own children ever understand her desires in life..it is always me..who knows what she wants..especially clothes,food and stuffs..when her children (my uncles & aunts) wanted to get her something..they'd come to me and ask for advice..see? Someone who's suppose to know their own mother..dun even have a slightest idea of what she loves most...worst still their mom's birthday they don't even remember...ME? well of course I do! I never fail to surprise her..and she's always loved my gifts, using them instantly..I feel proud coz I love her so much and wants her to be happy..one of my goals - to care for my granny in her golden years and bring her to live with me when I'm working and having my own family..coz I believe, only ME..yes ME..knows her best and will not make her tear or fall sick, like what my eldest auntie did to her..*frowns*

I felt unhappy at times when granny complains to me...she fell, she's sick, she's tired..c'mon, my eldest aunt,whom granny lives with, made her cook,care for my aunt's foster daughter, everything..when I was with them..I'd be helping my granny with all the chores..now..I think she dun like to do everything by herself but becoz my aunt is the one supporting her, granny told me it's ok..she'll do what she can..*sobs* this is something that angers me in silence and I am much determined to get my granny to live with me..I won't trouble her,really..I'd give her the luxury of life..she knew I can be a successful person and ever told me," Chomel (my nick given by her)..study hard, be a successful person,when you earn enough and become rich,don't forget me..I want to live with you and see you lead a happy life.." It tears me each time I heard that..and last year..when she was hospitalized..(thanks to my aunt who "took care" of her so well)...I went berserk..I was crying and ranting at home to my mom & dad..how come she's hospitalized..and blah2..I mean when I was with her, I made sure she's not that frail..*sobs* when I first saw her at the hospital early in the morning beyond visiting time..the first thing we did was hug each other..*sobs* No words to express the sad feeling..and till now..I promised myself..to take care of her though afar, I will check on her often..she's my life..she's my love, after Allah..and she's..MY EVERYTHING...*sobs*

I don't know if everyone on Earth have the same love as me towards their grandmothers but to me...I dedicate all my live long achievements to her..she taught me the importance of religion and whatever knowledge in religion I've gained so much..is thanks to her,really..though this world is full of vulnerabilities towards sinful acts, I thank God for letting her to teach me not to forget ALLAH,EVER..take care peepz..shall be off to see her after Zuhur and be back after Maghrib..toodles..*muaks*