Sleepless Nites..Whut Else?

Lately been having late nites...and totally can't sleep well...I didn't mention what I had dreamt a few nites back..I dreamt of Ashiq..the Arwahnya..*sigh* funny how come after almost to three years..he comes into my dreams again..Sis Lilac..I tink now's my turn to dream of someone from the otherside of the world..but this dream..somehow puzzled me..I dreamt of him..calling me..while I'm at my granny's..He called my mobile,saying he's coming with his parents to see my granny,to discuss some things..I was dumbfounded..I mean..he's dead...to be blunt that is..so moments later..it's like me watching a drama..I saw him & the parents, came..my family had made preparations..I guess it's merisik..and then there's another phonecall..I picked it up,wondering wats next..great..another phonecall..anonymous..it's a guy of coz..saying,"Hello, awak, kejap lagi my pihak nak sampai tau,get ready.." I was like, "Ah??"...I blur for a moment..in front of me, someone's who's supposed to be dead is alive..and someone I dunno who..called to say this..Ashiq's family left..and another Salam was given, its this anonymous fella's pihak..and funny somehow I can't seem to see his face..it's like so bright that I can't see a thing..but I can see his body of course..someone of medium built..muscular? I can't remember ...hmm..I think I was so shock that I woke up and it's 3plus in the morning..sweating..shit..what's this suppose to mean?? The past and the future?? *sigh* whatever...

Neck's still killing me n so is my kidneys..I dun have the feeling to eat..I will revise later...so sleepy that I slept the moment I got into the public transport..kinda auto-sleep mode..looking shagged..darn..I hate to look like dis..I wanna go eat at Seoul Garden..who wanna accompany me? I wanna see Along Came Polly..seems nice n cute to me..among all..I nid a good rest..a good n warm hug saying evrything's fine with me n my life..*sigh* I am craving for Haagen Daaz ice-cream..ehe when I am stress all I can think of is FOOD..I need FOOD...hehehe..good nite all..take care and have a great Thursday tomorrow..and I hope miracles happen..Insyallah..Kalau dah jodoh tak ke mana..